Life and Death Part 1

Life and Death .

part 1

(Updated July 2021)

It's late July 2021 and I'm in Lockdown in Sydney, Australia due to the coronavirus. It's been 6 weeks of Stay at Home orders.  Another 4 weeks have just been imposed, so what can I do but ride the storm out.

One only has to sneeze or cough to be diagnosed as having the dreaded virus.

It's the FLU season in Australia yet very cases have been reported, anyone with a sniffle becomes a covid stat.

Some believe it's all a New World Order plan to Depopulate the Earth by 2025.

AN ALIEN VIRUS?

 The corona virus could originate from a place called CORONA in New Mexico.

In 1947 @ nearby ROSWELL an Alien spaceship crashed in the desert. A craft was recovered , a number of deceased beings and one live entity.

The US Military took the wreckage to a secret location and set about back engineering the craft.

The OBE was probed and its biology explored, it became an extraterrestial guinea pig.

"So could the Corona virus be a hybrid virus and originating from an Alien source?". 

Both ideas sounds insane but then again we live in an insane world. 

The world's gone crazy.

GROW OLD ALONG WITH ME.

      Growing old is a pain in the ass and often is as boring as shit.

Im nearly 72 (2021) and retired, living in Public Housing and living off the Aged Pension of $300 pw after my rent is paid. I'm surrounded by either Zombies on drugs or the elderly waiting to die.

 There are a number of individuals much younger than myself wondering around waiting to die but are already dead. They have given up on life and spend their last days either eating themselfs to death/ drinking themselfs to death/ medicating themselfs to death or being bored to death in front of their television/ computer or radio.

Many are suffering from ill health and some have terminal diseases, so it just becomes a waiting game with fuck all to do in the meantime. There is fuck all entertainment to distract them from the pain and misery that encompasses each day; it appears all downhill from here.

Personally, I try to keep myself busy doing my domestic duties, reading endless books, cooking, watching documentories/movies on DVD and writing my Bloggs. 

I used to spend some of my time writing songs and playing various musical instruments but since I have developed Parkinson's disease my hands sometimes shake so much that it's impossible for me to play a musical instrument. 

UTAALK

I've had to abandon my musical creativity and find another way of creatively expressing myself; hence I began writing Bloggs on a variety of topics.

Some days though, my hands shake so much that it becomes difficult to type and I have to abandon the activity.

My overall health is is a challenge and yet I fight on and try to enjoy each day and totally live in the Now.

In May 2017  I underwent major surgery for stomach problems ; surviving a 5 hour operation and 2 weeks in a noisy public hospital. I never got a moments rest and the food was not fit for pigs. I was doped up on morphine and couldnt sleep without experiencing nightmares where I was about to die.

 After a number of sleepless, frightening nights, I asked to be taken off all painkillers ( including Endone). This helped with my ability to sleep and rest a little; which reallly was difficult in a public ward with 3 other screaming patients around me.

My first week in hospital consisted of X rays and MRI's , whilst vomiting up several times a day. I was fed through a drip and couldn't eat any food or drink any liquid. I believed I would die as I suffered through my serious illness.

 After a week in Hell, I underwent a 5 hour stomach operation/surgery and awoke to the sight and sounds of 2 young children whom were in the same post-op ward. I focused my mind and thoughts on these 2 children; radiating a calming energy and a spiritual blessing. I was taken back to when I was their age and experienced the removal of my spleen. I understood their confusion and disorientation and wanted to help. These 2 beautiful children were just starting their lifes whilst I was approaching the end of mine.

I spent a post-op week in a noisy ward with 3 other patients whom were surrounded by dozens of noisy visitors between the hours of 10am - 3pm and 5pm - 9pm. Even children and babies were permitted, in an environment that I considered a health threat. The patient along side me even had his daughter sleep next to him in a chair for 3 nights, whilst young children could be heard running around at midnight.

 The nurses would say "Try to get some rest" and believe me, they meant it because I tried and tried and couldnt succeed.

Every 2 hours my blood pressure/ temperature and sugar levels were  taken; day and night; so it was impossible to get much sleep or rest.

 Each patient had a television hung above their bed and yet the tv had no headphones so the patient could watch tv without disturbing the other 3 patients in the ward. 

How fucking insane to have such a set-up in a hospital ward where patients need their rest to assist a more speedy recovery.

Most of the nurses were pure Angels and looked after me really well and I fell in love with a couple of them; they were brave, compassionate women.

 The numerous Doctors I had visiting me needed to be pushed to explain their diagnosis; surgery options and treatment as they were often not communative or forthcoming with their diagnosis. I wanted to know what the hell was going on inside me and I feared for the worst.

I had no relative or friend holding my hand whilst heading for serious surgery and had to face the situation all alone. At the age of 67, surviving many forms of surgery are risky; often a 50/50 chance and was ready to face whatever the result was; live or die.

After 14 days of pure Hell I arrived back home and finally got some rest and sleep. I asked the hospital not to prescribe me any Pain Killers to take home with me and wanted to deal with the pain using meditation techniques, which surprised them.

 I believed that I would have pain from my surgery ( 46 stitches) for a few months and believed that I could deal with the issue without using drugs.

For weeks I was on a strict diet and could only eat and consume certain foods and liquids. I was prescribed Nicotine patches to stop me from smoking and wasn't allowed to consume alcohol. 

Its now been some time since I smoked a cigarette and I feel much better for it. I did try having a beer but it made me sick, so Im staying away from the 

"OUT OF DARKNESS COMES LIGHT".

RIVER OF LIGHT.

Out of my negative experience of 2 weeks in a hospital fighting for my life has come a Positive result; I am now heading to becoming smoke and alcohol free.  My realisation is; " If I want to live another 10 years then I need to take better care of my health and therefore reduce the number of poisons Im putting into my body.

For every negative experience in our lifes there exists a positive result/outcome/ realisation and we need to focus on the positive. We grieve the loss of our love ones and awake to how much we loved them when they were here.

My positives after my recent surgery include the realisation that I needed to get on with life and stop wasting precious time. I needed to express my feelings towards all those around me and radiate Light and Love through each waking moment. I need to experience more joy and fun in my life and share myself with other warm, loving beings.

 I needed to feel grateful for each day that comes and goes and appreciate all the beauty around .

A SIMPLE MAN.

I am just an simple man on an extraordinary journey whom hopes to evolve spiritually each day and then present my knowledge to my readers. 

I don't have all the answers to all the questions and therefore I can only express my current beliefs and emotions.  

In 2015 I lost a kidney due to cancer and in 2018 I underwent surgery for bowel cancer. I underwent chemo therapy for 3 months but had to abandon it as it made real sick and threatened my immune system.

Since 2020 I have developed skin cancer over my back and spine. It's in an area too risky to operate on, so I live with it day by day.

"Life goes on until it doesn't".

"Isn't life strange"?

I know that my life is drawing to a close and in a way I will be happy when my Spirit is freed from my ailing body and when I am free of this world.

 Internally I am missing my Spleen, my Gaulbladder / part of my bowel and one kidney; today I'm half the man I used to be.

It's a miracle that I am still alive and I  believe that I still have things to do before my time is through and I hope my Bloggs will "enlighten" those that read them.

 I take NO prescription medicines and instead only take the herbal medicines Guarana, Ginseng and Ginko daily  The herbal remedy known as VIG provides me with some of the energy I need for each day and certainly provides a boost .

I also take a daily Probiotic to boost my immune system.

"Mind, Body and Spirit".

I believe in Mind, Body and Spirit and try to look after my physical/biological body It is essential to keep my Mind, Body and Spirit in balance with each other.

 My Mind is kept stimulated through reading/ learning and mental exercise; such as quiz's and puzzles. My conscious Mind absorbs mega date every waking moment and I try to feed my Mind with positive thoughts and information. A healthy Mind begets a healthy body and we should always be conscious of the positive and negative elements of our thoughts that we feed our brain. 

Too many stored negative memories are harmful to our bodies and we often need to do a Spring clean of these harmful memories.

FORGIVENESS.

It's essentially that we "forgive those that trespass against us or that we have trespasses against"  and "move on".

 Resentment is a deadly disease and Forgiveness the only cure.

MINDFULLNESS.

Our Thoughts create our reality and without our conscious thoughts there would be no present reality. We create the good and bad/ the happiness and the sorrow/ the love and the hate within our conscious environment and have the power to control the outcome/result.

 Without consciousness we would not be aware of this world and would only perceive a different unworldly reality. 

Life exists eternally and realities exist beyond our conscious state and within our conscious state.

SOUL .

 As Souls we can live on many levels at the same time and can exist in several place at the one time. ( quantum theory of Entanglement)

 Beyond this life one will experience many "off third dimensional realities and lifetimes" and many will chose to re-incarnate back on planet Earth.

I now believe that we all live and die for an infinity and each "life is an expression of God"; it is through you and me and our lifes experiences that God receives his most Joy and Happiness. 

We are God and God is us; there is no separation. 

MIND OVER MATTER.

We all have done things in our life that we regret and often hold onto resentments towards others that restrict us from purity and clarity. To see clearly as we journey through life we need to remove the barriers that block our sight and insight; the baggage of life needs to be reduce or hopefully cleared.

MEDITATION.

In the evening, whilst in bed, I meditate and focus on every cell in my body, asking each cell to renew my body and restore it to perfect health. I talk to my Body and ask it to heal the areas of my body which are causing me some concern and I believe that this positive action has helped keep me alive to this day.

QUANTUM MEDITATION

I nurture my Spirit with good music, good food and good company. I also use Quantum Meditation to tune into my Spirit and my Cosmic Kundalini/ Chi; a process where I focus on the atoms in my Being and connect with the quantum matter/matrix of all reality. 

It's the deepest form of meditation and is known only to a few humans on Earth. I was taught the process by an Extraterrestial Being called AOE ( Alien on Earth) and allows me to be Wi-Fi connected with all of the universe. 

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At this quantum level I can influence the movements of the electrons, positrons and other subatomic particles and therefore change the movement of time. 

Quantum leaps within an atom create "portals/wormholes" that permits me to jump from one reality in time and space to another reality in time and space. Within the quantum leap no Time passes and no space is traversed. I can be instantly anywhere I wish to be and I am in essence, everywhere at the same time.

I have discovered that "intelligent life" even exists beyond my 3rd dimensional world and far beyond the world of sub atomic worlds.

 When I pass away on this physical 3 dimensional world I know that I will simply change form and live another life someplace else.

Life and Death cycle.

I read somewhere long ago that the Life and Death span covers a period of 150 years, which means that if I live until Im 75 in this life then my Death span will be 75 years. This means that I can not re-incarnate on Earth for 75 years, should I chose to reincarnate on Earth again; I may chose to go elsewhere. If I should live another 4 years until the year 2025, then I will not return here until 2100.

I have lived and died many times and know where death lies within the Cosmic make up and it is often referred to scientists as Dark Matter.

Quantum camera pic

July 2021

 96% of the known universe is composed of Dark Matter or Dark Energy and this is where our Spirits are absorbed into upon our death. When we die at first all we see is Darkness; a long Black tunnel with a distant light shining up ahead.

"If there's no light at the end of the tunnel, then you are in a cave".

 For a short period, nothing exists until our new senses begin to function and attune to our new reality. 

Like a baby being born it takes time for us to adapt to our new body and new home. When we die we are reborn into a different dimension composed of Dark Matter and live a new life not on the 3 dimensional Earth.

Fear not death for it shall live and allow the process of the Evolution of the Soul to take place.

 All the lessons of life can't be learnt in just one lifetime and therefore we all shall live and die a thousand times or more.

 We learn from our mistakes or re-live those same mistakes over and over until we get it right. Life is tough and only the tough keep going.  

To prevent one from returning to Earth after death ( re-incarnate), at the time of death one needs to focus on travelling through a Wormhole to somewhere else in the Universe. Often Karmic debt will draw us back to the 3 dimensional Earth where we are forced to learn the lessons of life until we are permitted to move on.

We all must face death and we should not fear it, for we all shall be reborn over and over for all eternity. Enjoy your life each day and learn to live life and not merely exist. 

And remember "Love is real, real is love".

End of Part 1

To be continued.